"There were three of us Mary Eliza and myself. I was approaching fifteen Mary was about a year younger and Eliza between twelve and thirteen years of age. Mamma treated us all as children and was blind to the fact that I was no longer what I had been. Although not tall for my age nor outwardly presenting a manly appearance my passions were awakening and the distinctive feature of my sex although in repose it looked magnificent enough was very sufficiently developed when under the influence of feminine excitement."