| I am a sick man.... I am a spiteful man. I am an unattractive man. I believe my liver is diseased. However I know nothing at all about my disease and do not know for certain what part of my body hurts. I don't consult a doctor for it and never have though I have a respect for medicine and doctors. Besides I am extremely superstitious sufficiently so to respect medicine anyway (I am well-educated enough not to be superstitious but I am superstitious). No I refuse to consult a doctor from spite. That you probably will not understand. Well I understand it though. Of course I can't explain who it is precisely that I am going to get worse in this case by my spite: I am perfectly well aware that I cannot "pay out" the doctors by not consulting them; I know better than anyone that by all this I am only injuring myself and no one else. But still if I don't consult a doctor it is from spite. |
My liver is bad well - let it get worse!