"I was silenced for that day and for many succeeding ones; but still I did not wholly relinquish my darling scheme. Mary got her drawing materials and steadily set to work. I got mine too; but while I drew I thought of other things. How delightful it would be to be a governess! To go out into the world; to enter upon a new life; to act for myself; to exercise my unused faculties; to try my unknown powers; to earn my own maintenance and something to comfort and help my father mother and sister besides exonerating them from the provision of my food and clothing; to show papa what his little Agnes could do; to convince mamma and Mary that I was not quite the helpless thoughtless being they supposed. And then how charming to be entrusted with the care and education of children! Whatever others said I felt I was fully competent to the task: the clear remembrance of my own thoughts in early childhood would be a surer guide than the instructions of the most mature adviser. I had but to turn from my little pupils to myself at their age and I should know at once how to win their confidence and affections: how to waken the contrition of the erring; how to embolden the timid and console the afflicted; how to make Virtue practicable Instruction desirable and Religion lovely and comprehensible."